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qtrhorse89
I don't know if I can do this anymore.....I think I was better off alone.

Writer's Block: You're Outta Here
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If you could wipe one book, movie, or television franchise off the face of the planet (it never existed, nobody will remember it ever existing), what would it be and why?

Writer's Block: Ticket, Please
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What is your favorite vacation spot in the world and why do you love it so much -- is it the activities, the people, the sheer beauty, etc? Would you live there full time if you could, or do you prefer to keep it as a special treat?


My favorite place in the world is Mt. Rogers, Virginia. We go there with the horses and camp over the weekend. I enjoy it most as a respite from the thoughts that plague me daily. When I am with horses I am relaxed and calm, I am focused on them and not on what is going wrong in my life. The location is also beautiful. The smokey mountains are a gorgeous place to be. There are streams and rivers ever mile or so. The mountain is lovely in the summer and there are wild ponies that roam the mountains and are fun to watch. I don't think I would want to live there and grow used to my surroundings. Part of the beauty of the place is that I so rarely get to see it it is precious each time.

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qtrhorse89
I feel ridiculously clingy and moody today. The panic attacks are starting to annoy me. I cant decide whether to go out tonight or stay in and be emo.

So Confused
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I go away for three days, come back slightly relaxed, and ten minutes after getting back into Raleigh learn there is a shit storm a brewing. I am confused as to what exactly is going on/happening. 

So here we are...
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Well after years and years of saying I will never ever create a live journal account....here we are. Apparently writing is supposed to be therapeutic according to several past shrinks and current friends. I figured I'd give it a try. At least it shouldn't be as bad as a physical journal, I always manage to lose the damn things anyway. 

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